Friday, April 24, 2015

Abandoned

Beside the fence, on the barren ground,
I stand alone, all by myself.
Surrounded by filth and unattended weed
Thinking about the past, my old self.

About the times when I was clean and new,
With the names and the dates freshly carved in,
And when I was visited frequently
Moreover, when my exsistence had a meaning.

At my feet, lies a body, long forgotten,
But of great importance, when alive.
Can be predicted, from the amount of flowers he got
Thrice a day, or five.

My fellow brethren over there, you see?
Has been placed there, just a few days back.
All new , and everyone weeping around him.
The stone still loved, and intact.

My body's all rough and rugged,
With cracks and faults around my middle,
But still washed with memories, melodious and malicious ones,
And the stench of burnt candles.

Oh, how I wish, people would cry,
Around me all day,
Placing flowers on my bed, like they used to
Remembering the old man, all fragile and frail.

For people gain more importance when they die,
And others remember them more than they used to
When he was alive – as, in him,
People see more regret, than gratitude.

As the days pass by,
Nothing changes, stays as it is
People forget the one they lowered under me,
Silenced are the mourns and cries.

Memories fade, sorrows are forgotten.
People stop coming by, everyone's gone;
There's nothing left, right now.
Except for an abandoned gravestone.



Saturday, April 18, 2015

Boredom

Quite familier with this word, eh? I know, I feel you, bro. Every single human being had  to deal with this tyrant at least once in their life times. You have no idea where it comes from, except that it simply does.  It's pathetic, really. Nothing to do, only roaming around like a jobless haggard. People who have work crave for a break, and people who have a serious case of boredom, crave for work. It's just the way it works. Boredom creeps in from the depth of the earth, surrounding you in its numerous veils and makes you crave for work. Nothing is worse than a feeling which makes you crave for work.

Friday, April 17, 2015

People are so weird.

Life is so weird.
Not exactly. I mean, 'life' is not like a solid substance, or an emotion, or like. It is everything a man can have. Its nature totally depends on the constituents  of life. Not life itself. Because life is nothing but a big void, full of certain things that are either chosen by you, or has been there since the beginning, put by fate, if that exists.
Just like life, the constituents are not less weird. Mainly, the people.
There are so many people in our lives.
Happy, sad, depressed, funny, cute, horrible, successful, kind-hearted, selfish and a thousand more varieties.
As we grow up, know people well, the only task we most concentrate in is to avoid them. Avoid people. Yep. Pretty much.
Okay, not exactly. But if we give it a thought, we certainly do. We either hate them, or they hate us, or there is mutual hatred between us. Not just hate, we avoid people just to avoid them. Yep. We do. We have no such reason, but we avoid them because we want to.
Then there are people we don't wanna avoid, but they avoid us, but we keep on getting in their way.
Also, people we can't live without.
These.....things  complicate the lives. Their own, as well as others'.
Normally termed as 'people'.

Hey there.

Hello there people. I'm Rupsa. This is my new blog.
I used to have a lot of difficulties, as to where I should pour myself out.  I have a pretty nice diary, with every single secret, and ambition, and feeling written there. Okay, I exaggerated. Not everything, but almost everything. It's not like I write on a daily basis. But there are also some things, that I crave to show to others. But I can't, out of fear of being judged. Or, maybe, I just can't trust them enough. Yep, trust's the main issue.
 But, I'm relying on this blog to make myself feel better. I'm going to write away the things I've always wanted to show to others. In the forms of maybe, what? Stories? Poems? Like that. This is an introductory post. Others coming soon.
Till then, dream like cumulonimbus. Don't let the others crush the clouds. :D